Internal Agitations|Sensatiamens, Sensatia
Jul 28, 2007 3:39:13 GMT -5
Post by Kender Bard on Jul 28, 2007 3:39:13 GMT -5
Thelon sat down in his chair. He had finished writing the first draft of the petition and wanted to give his mind and hands a break. Taking a deep breath, he started to reach for the brandy again before pushing it away. No point in diverting more of his mental resources to keeping himself steady against the intoxication. Instead he just tilted his head back and rubbed the bridge of his nose, wondering why life had suddenly decided to become so troublesome, everywhere in the world.
I miss the peace, he thought mournfully, getting up abruptly and striding to look upon his mantle where some trinkets lay. One of them was a battered bookmark of sorts, a frayed, bleached silk ribbon with only bits and pieces of gold thread that had been used to pick out a flowing script. Thelon picked it up and ran the silk between his thumb and forefinger, drawing comfort from the old touchstone. Knowledge is power, power is survival, survival is life. It was an old saying of his bloodline, equating roughly to the idea that knowledge was the key to all life.
"Father," he breathed. "I could use your knowledge now. How did you keep the Minds afloat? They loved you so, and you never had anything more troublesome than the occassional upstart. You kept the Minds whole even divided. Yet here I gather my people under layer upon layer of protections, and still trouble finds its way to my doorstep." He shut his eyes and thought of the mistakes he had made since ascending to Leadership, one after the other. Slowly he leaned forward and lay his head against the wall, and drew a ragged breath.
The sound of shattering glass broke the melancholy and snapped him back to his senses. He spun around and headed to the sunny reading room, where most of his books where held; a personal library, that had the most windows in the house. A brick was in the middle of the room. Thelon's eyes were drawn to it, causing him to boil over with anger unbridled. THen he lifted his eyes and saw the big... big mob just a brick's throw away, and the heat of anger turned to ice in his gut.
He swore to his god for what felt like the millionth time of the day.
I miss the peace, he thought mournfully, getting up abruptly and striding to look upon his mantle where some trinkets lay. One of them was a battered bookmark of sorts, a frayed, bleached silk ribbon with only bits and pieces of gold thread that had been used to pick out a flowing script. Thelon picked it up and ran the silk between his thumb and forefinger, drawing comfort from the old touchstone. Knowledge is power, power is survival, survival is life. It was an old saying of his bloodline, equating roughly to the idea that knowledge was the key to all life.
"Father," he breathed. "I could use your knowledge now. How did you keep the Minds afloat? They loved you so, and you never had anything more troublesome than the occassional upstart. You kept the Minds whole even divided. Yet here I gather my people under layer upon layer of protections, and still trouble finds its way to my doorstep." He shut his eyes and thought of the mistakes he had made since ascending to Leadership, one after the other. Slowly he leaned forward and lay his head against the wall, and drew a ragged breath.
The sound of shattering glass broke the melancholy and snapped him back to his senses. He spun around and headed to the sunny reading room, where most of his books where held; a personal library, that had the most windows in the house. A brick was in the middle of the room. Thelon's eyes were drawn to it, causing him to boil over with anger unbridled. THen he lifted his eyes and saw the big... big mob just a brick's throw away, and the heat of anger turned to ice in his gut.
He swore to his god for what felt like the millionth time of the day.